wah! when?

it seems to be a long time...
should i quit or continue?
but i guess none of them are supporting me...
so many things that had been trouble me for a long time...
- family
-money
-career
-school
-friendship
-my audition

many crews are leaving coz of new jobs and many says that boss troture them? of maybe i should leave also....
i have to save $50000 in 2 years before leaving singapore...
my audition... CUBE holding up a audition and post it on website. i feel like going but i scare ... i dint even dare to shoot a video of myself coz i'm scare? i know i'm scare and i thought it might not be possible for me...
but i doesnt wanna lost any chances of it...

SICK!!!

i fall sick aready after so many days of OT and stress...
i having fever , flu and i totally has no voice...
*sneeze* again...
I praying for healing to come upon me. Amen.